Known Unknown

He is never wrong in his calculations. Just as a monkey vaults from one branch to the next, Never falling, never missing a step, Apt and precise in his "off books" documentation. He never misses his numbers, they are forever spot on.

Koríko I have been here all year long, Affixed to this same spot. Stagnant, like the waters of a dirt puddle I have tried and failed, failed to move my feet; The turf beneath me holds me back.

I was born naked, I have nothing therefore I have got nothing to lose. The cravings of my heart are unknown to you and I know not yours. What I want and what I need, are the two things most importantly key to my success.

There I stand, at the gate, Hoping that soon is I shall be let in. My heart, dried to the last fibre like kilishi,

With all due respect I hear I have no authority to ask you questions, There are galaxies full of them I would love to. But the sadder part of not being able to question you, Is not being able to question my inability to question you. Wait, that was confusing. What I meant to say was, I can't even question why I can't question you. Why then do I have free will and choices?

Bojú Bojú, olórò n bò Do you remember the saying "wa bá erù re n'íbodè" It says you will be duly rewarded at the end Well, you have missed it.

I am not afraid to die, but I am scared of death. It's not the termination of life that gets me, It's what comes after. The loneliness in my grave, The silence in my coffin.

My thoughts are melancholic, My chest feels like it's going to break, Break from all the tightening.

I no longer care. I don't care  For all the things you do. I don't  want a part in them, Leave me be.

Maybe tomorrow I LL wake up and there will be nothing left Nothing left of what used to belong to me And then I ll sit back to think of where and how Where it all went wrong and how I missed it How I missed the signs right underneath my nose